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不变不动不转的世界
刹那瞬息片刻永远
用全心记住你的脸
来来回回千万遍
突然领悟你是如何爱我
一直习惯简单的
随心的 放任的自由
不喜欢冻结的酒
不愠不火日复一日无聊的生活
沉没的 了解的
是你的温柔不管我错了 对了
因为你说那就是我

今天还真迷糊。。一起床就到健身房去。
想说今天还是搭公车到健身房。。但是其实从家里到车站大约需要15分钟的路程。。
在炎热的夏天。。走啊走啊。。我终于到达了车站。。

可是最瞎的事发生了！我尽然忘了带钱包！！
我没办法再走回家拿。。
所以还是做了懒人的动做。。挥了挥手。。上了计乘车。。呵呵。。

We think about it,
sing about it,
dream about it,
and lose sleep worrying about it.

When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we don't know what to do without it,
when we have it,
we fear losing it.

It's a constant source of pleasure and pain
but we can't predict from one minute to the next,
which could be today.

We love our parents,
our brothers and sisters,
our boyfriends and girlfriends,
our cats and dogs,
our comfortable shoes
and our baseball gloves.

Love
- It's a short work,
easy to spell,
difficult to defind,
impossible to live without

Life still life. Fact will not be fake! still need to be accept!
Everything is normal but my mood is not. Everything happening today makes me think about daddy.
Nine year passed... the fact of leaving of daddy still can hardly accept. Missed daddy a lot a lot. Today went to supermarket to buy something, saw a lot of fruit. Daddy likes to eat fruits. However when he was sick, he dun even hav chance to choose the fruits that he likes to eat but only eating some fruits with less glucose and even some are very sour. Watching people eating the food that he likes while himself is not allowed to eat, how bad the feeling was.
I miss him a lot. Looking back the photo which he feeding me with botol, playing with me when i was still a small child, i really can't stop the tears from falling off my eyes. I cried. Yes, I cried. I know no matter how hard i tried to forget about the sadness; no matter how much things i tried to do to forget about the sadness.. i still can't manage to do it. Thought of watching some series to make myself happier and avoid from thinking about sad things... however, the series still about the love of a dad.. how funny it was. Signing in friendster, read back the only blog that i wrote. This is the first time I dare to read back the blog after my last posting 1/2 year ago. As expected, tears flooding my eyes again. Saw a lot of commend from friends. Sorry friends, that i only see it after 1/2 year cos i nvr hav the braveness to open it again. Yea, am avoiding it... but at last still need to face. Thank you for the support from all of u. Thank you for everyone who prayed for my dad. Thank you...
B4 my dad leave, I thought that, in this world, no matter wat happen, as long as I wan, I can get through it and forget it in a short period. However, this time... i know my theory didn't work. At least, I haven't get through it til now. No matter wat i am doing, daddy still always appear in my mind. Really dunno is a good thing or a bad thing. No matter wat, I just hav a new experience in mind--"Treasure our family more, treasure the time spend with them even 1 second. Cos... no one will ever know wat is going to happen the next second. A second more for them and for u at that very period maybe equal to thousands years that will nvr able to be earn back anymore".

kelly.. u really make my hear crack! heartbroken!

世界唯一的你

是你第一眼我就认出来这是命运最美的安排是我让你过长的等待我们只要现在深爱幸福就来恨我来不及参于你的过去抱歉让你等待我愿意付出一切交换我灵魂的另一半这个世界唯一的你是我拥有的奇迹对我说的一字一句都是我们的秘密紧紧拥抱唯一的你无可救药的坚定就是世界与我为敌我也愿意我什么都愿意过去所有的悲哀都只是寻觅我唯一勇敢真爱照亮了漆黑的夜晚寻找了一次一辈子再不分开恨我来不及参于你的过去抱歉让你等待我愿意付出一切交换我灵魂的另一半..是一个奇迹对我说的一字一句都是我们的秘密紧紧拥抱唯一的你无可救药的坚定就是世界与我为敌我也愿意我什么都愿意...我愿意付出一切交换我灵魂的另一半就算让我伤尽天理我什么都愿意为你紧紧拥抱唯一的你无可救药的坚定就是世界与我为敌我也愿意我什么都愿意